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[22 Jun 2005|12:35am] |
I'm officially done with livejournal. This is my last post.
let's just spread all these rumors about me. to people i don't even talk to and don't even know me
I fucking hate gossip. Apperantly it was filtered through this fucking thing. yea im really bothered by a lot of it. I have names. If you think it might be you, then it prolly is.
I'm sorry you think i've changed. That I'm not who i was. I'm sorry. It's life. I've grown up. I'm sorry you can't tell when i'm kidding or being sarcastic through this internet "diary"
Let's just give me a fake reputation. This is why I hate high school.
Or if you're gonna say shit...have examples to back it up. Don't just use my sarcastic innuendos from this thing. But oh wait...you dont have any hard evidence cuz you dont really know me.
Out of the 80 some friends i have...i have to say about only 5 or 6 of you actually know me. and laugh at my posts. and already know about everything i say before i update. So whats the point honestly?
No more updates from me. if you care about me...which i doubt- talk to me personally.
I appreciate those of you that have read my last update. Goodbye.
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[20 Jun 2005|05:35pm] |
i can't wait to chop most of my hair off on thursday. then some more hair-dying. bwahahaha.
then friday is the october fall/JV/june show at koc. i was just informed that my best friend's cousin is the lead singer of june. you think i would've been informed of this sooner with her knowing i was the scene whore i am. but she's gonna provide the hook-ups. cuz shes an awesome friend and knows of my scene whorish-ness and i love her like no other.
but yes. this entry is dedicated to shawna mccreadie. cuz shes awesome. and shes related to awesome people. peace out.
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[19 Jun 2005|03:33pm] |
for those of you that haven't noticed...i've become addicted to hair dye.
and i bought a medium-but-lighter-ish brown.
let's just say it didn't turn out that color.
yes...go ahead and point and laugh. i temporarily have black hair. until thursday. when it's changing again.
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[19 Jun 2005|01:30am] |
i'm finally beginning to enjoy summer.
tonights random enjoyable events got topped off with a kinda scary one by hearing a motorcycle accident at sam's house. she lives off golf rd.
apperantly a bronco made a u-turn and cut off a motorcycle with a guy and girl on it, so the motorcycle slammed on their brakes, but got rear ended by another car. the woman on the motorcycle flew off and was lying in the street. she was ok in the end and was just limping a little. but the bronco sped off.
but we heard it all happen standin on sams driveway...ran to the street...saw the woman lying in the middle...then ran to call 911...then back to see what was happening.
we're not too sure what happened exactly...but thats what the motorcycle guy was screaming with random fucking, bitch, and cunt said together in any and every order 10000 times over.
i will never ride a motorcycle.
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[18 Jun 2005|03:42pm] |
no parents home. two 21 yr olds and a 17 yr old attempting to cook a catfish, salmon, crab legs, and pasta dinner.
took 10 minutes to figure out how to work the gas grill. within 5 minutes my brother is running around cuz the salmon is already in flames.
i made the pasta. i stick with the simple stuff. the catfish got fed to the cats, cuz apperantly you make it different than salmon and it didnt turn out right.
but the house didnt burn down. and my stomach was fed well. thats all that matters.
ive been hanging out with my bro and his friends more than i have with my own. and so far its been pretty crazy. im glad weve gotten closer this summer.
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[17 Jun 2005|11:55pm] |
So I hung out with cheri tonight. had lottttsssa fun.
But we have a bet:
ATTENTION HORNY BOYS: this bet is between me and cheri. on who can do the most guyz this summer.
those who help me win this bet will get a special prize.
anyone who hooks me up with anyone else will also be rewarded :)
OR anyone who prevents cheri from gettin boys will also be rewarded.
I'm gonna win. cuz i'm a whore like that
comment with ur number...other guyz numbers...anyway i can hook up with a boy.
the end.
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[16 Jun 2005|11:48pm] |
first night out this summer.
went to rotary fest for food with my bro, his gf and 2 of his friends. His 2 friends are alcoholics and got a couple buckets of beer. quality entertainment for the night was provided right there.
then off to see batman begins with them. good movie. scarecrow had amazing eyes. cute scene boys sat by us. i need to find me one to date.
if i could do stuff like this with my friends...summer would be decent.
anyone goin to rotary tomorrow or sat night that wouldn't mind my company as well?
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[15 Jun 2005|08:32pm] |
i'm glad ur all having an awesome summer.
cuz mine is sucking really hard.
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[15 Jun 2005|12:25am] |
id just like to mention that i ate solid food for the first time since friday afternoon.
and i no longer have a 103 fever. it is the normal 98.6 again.
i only slept 10 hours today. opposed the the 14-15 hours the past 3 days.
i am gettin better! but i still cant do a lot of activity or my spleen will explode.
and i might be able to leave my house now! so start calling me! i've been stuck here for wayyy too long.
p.s. by the end of next week i will have super scene hair. with the help of the one and only kelsey hartzell. lets just say it involves dark brown, black, bleach, and fuschia :) im exxcccciiittteeedd
im in a good mood. its been awhile.
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[12 Jun 2005|10:55pm] |
yea so i'm an update whore. cuz it's pretty much all i can do besides sleep.
matthew just brought me a slurpee. bob had intentions of bringing me a milkshake. but he's scared of my parents haha. poor boy.
i slept from midnight til 2 pm. yesss. my mommy woke me up cuz she thought i died.
my daddy's buying me my own computer laptop thingy. I should get it by the end of the month. He also washed and waxed my car. being super sick does have its advantages :)
i cant go out or drive yet. but people can come over and visit. so you all should. thanks. cuz im bored bein by myself. im not contagious as long as we dont make out.
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[11 Jun 2005|11:16pm] |
so i thought i was getting better. but i'm getting 10 times worse.
the huge lymphnoids in my neck (2 the size of my fist, and 2 the size of golf balls, and another the size of a marble) were supposed to get smaller by now. they're getting bigger and more are appearing.
my mom says im turning a shade of yellow. meaning my liver is failing. ive spent more time at the hospital than my house. i try to live a normal life but i just keep hurting myself. i've lost 3 pounds since tuesday.
im not allowed to work out. from working out at track 6 times a week for the past 4 months to doing nothing at all is killing me. i cant just sit and do nothing.
Kelsey, thank you SO much for the cake. it tastes really good. the only highlight of my day. definitely cheered me up a bit :) love ya girl
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[09 Jun 2005|08:00pm] |
im so tired.
and i cant do any rigorous activity or else my spleen will explode and my liver will fail.
lets hear it for hepatitis!
im gonna do bad on the rest of my finals. i cant concentrate or read or anything.
Im going to the vfw show. i need to get out of this house. it only makes me more tired. my abdominal area cant be touched or ill need to go to the ER. and i cant make out with any pretty scene boys.
jesus fucking christ this sucks.
But i cant work the cable ride at all this summer at pirates cove! wooooooot!
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[07 Jun 2005|10:11pm] |
got some of the test results back.
I have mono AND hepatitis. yesss.
but i have never been so relieved. the doctors thought i might have had leukemia.
I basically spent my whole night crying and freaking out that i could have cancer. and didnt concentrate on finals at all.
I still have to go for more blood work. and i still have to go for the catscans cuz theres still a lot of symptoms i have that havent been explained.
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[07 Jun 2005|06:14pm] |
Don't you love it when you spend 4 hours at the hospital...and they STILL don't know what's wrong with you?
I got so many tests done on me today. An avid fear of needles doesn't help one bit. 3 viles of blood were drawn. they did a TB test and other viral and bacterial tests.
I have to go back for 2 types of catscans. and about 981274 more doctor appts.
The least of my worries would be something from a mono virus.
dear god Jessica Jensen i hope you gave me ur virus! I'm hoping its that. the other things they mentioned scare me. a lot.
I cant concentrate on finals. i keep thinkin of what one of the doctors said it could be. and then i break down.
school needs to be over and i need to be cured.
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[06 Jun 2005|04:34pm] |
My dog almost died yesterday.
basset hounds are the only breed that can't swim. my dad left him in the patio area to go inside to get something...he fell in the pool. my mom looked over to see where he was and saw a bobbing thing under the cover and ran and pulled him out.
To top that off someone side-swiped my car.
prolly in the hs parking lot. theres no big dent...the paints just scratched on the whole side. my dad and brother tried to fix it. it looks a lot better...but still my car is my baby.
i'm so pissed and sad.
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[02 Jun 2005|10:26pm] |
I'm getting called out of the whole day tomorrow.
Except I'm going to physics 3rd cuz i have a test.
I hate cote. and spanish. I just wrote her a really long email. and sent it. she's a large reason i'm not going to school tomorrow. i'm so sick of her and her favoritism.
I'm so sick of school.
Dear Conant's Prom:
Please rock SO hard core.
I'm excited. I'm in love with my dress. but you all already know that.
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[29 May 2005|12:05am] |
5-28.
a day that will live in infamy.
or just an awesome night with monica and shawna :)
hahaha
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[26 May 2005|10:36pm] |
Second day of work today.
i can actually make stuff now plus cool people work there. i'm looking forward to working there more.
Prom is in a week. im excited...limo, date, dress, monica, and all :) haha
yea. go to the dairy queen in des plaines. its SO much better than the one in EG. Plus there's this awesome girl named jenna that works there and can make some rockin' blizzards as of today.
the things you say make me smile. too bad it's all fake and you do it to everyone. jesus fucking christ i hate the that species.
dear weekend:
please rock.
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